"I am thinking of you
you are walking in your street, it's wintertime, you've turned up your foxfur collar, you're smiling, and remote" -Georges Perec
You know that look you sometimes have when you’re asked to talk about someone you adore? The one where you’re not even paying attention to the other person anymore, the one where you’re looking down, quietly smiling to yourself as you think about them?
In just a few months, it’ll be cold again! I love the fall/winter time and all of the warmth and comfort the seasons bring. The holidays, the cozy clothes, the cuddling, the warm drinks, the rain, and not to mention everyone just seems so much happier around this time of year. :) Can’t wait. <3
As weird as this might sound, I’ve been a lot happier staying off tumblr. All these quotes and beautiful pictures only cater to the hungry side of me. Sometimes I get so caught up in wishing my life would be a certain way that I forget how extremely lucky I am. Of course tumblr isn’t all to blame, just a contributing factor. Living in the moment and not having to be so deep and profound all the time is definitely making me happier. But that’s just me lol. Life is great. :)
so idk if anyone does this (besides me) but when I online shop I like to put in all my information to pay for the item BUT I literally keep it on the ‘submit order’ page for hours debating whether I should I get it or not. LMAO. So I was on wet seal today and I was going to pay through paypal, and usually when you pay through paypal, they have you confirm your order on the site you’re buying from. But for some reason when I clicked ‘continue’ it CONFIRMED MY ORDER. WHY I didn’t even have time to decide whether or not I really wanted it ;__; but this was what I accidentally ordered. I suck at walking in heels, but I just can’t stop myself. Around $16 and free shipping today only! They have these in nude and a pretty turquoise color too.
Days like this I wish I could sleep in. My internal clock naturally wakes me up around 7:30-8:00, but when I think about it, I really love being a morning person. I love being able to start my day doing something productive, instead of wasting the day away. I love making breakfast, I love squeezing in a bit of work and study before leaving for school, I just love being able to take my time. I’m slowly trying to get John to practice waking up early so let’s hope that works out. (:
Just reheated our leftover Costco pizza using this method and let me tell you, each bite was DELICIOUSLY CRISPY. *o* DROOL~ Just when I thought Costco pizza itself couldn’t get any better. Mhmmm….I’m tempted to make myself another slice.
It feels so unbelievable to relax. Ahhhh.. I’m really enjoying my classes so far. Yeah, they could be tedious and boring sometimes, but I’m learning (and actually retaining) so much. :) I’m partially glad that I didn’t go with the easier professor this quarter, but I may not feel the same way come finals week LOLOLOL. I especially love my comparative religions class. Good stuff. Today was a good day too! Mostly due to trivial things, but it made me really happy. :D Now I’m ramblinggggg. Okay, going to catch up on tv shows with babe cus I can, YAY FOR FREE TIMEEEEEEEE!
I love days when you can have fun and still get everything you need to do done. :) yumcha with babe, bought much needed school supplies, BIG LOTS, went home and squeezed in an hour of reading, took my mom and aunt to Costco, did some more reading, went to babe’s and watched Alcatraz & Modern Family together, finished my book and organized my room for chinese new year! Very, very productive day (:
Woke up from the worst dream I could have. I don’t know about anyone else, but I hate those dreams that mess with your head, those dreams where you can’t discern what’s real and what’s not. It was disturbing how real and tangible everything felt. Not because most dreams are often like that, but because the feelings and emotions I have about the situation were present as well. I woke up in tears and the first thing I did was call you. One of the things I love about you: You were always so good at calming me down. The perfect balance to my crazy. But really.. give me scary, horrific dreams any day. I could handle those but this, I can’t.
Usually after 15 minutes the average person won’t be able to recall their dream in complete detail and it scares me that I still remember every single thing.
And the first song from the Hunger Games emerges. I think it’s so beautifully written. It’s not Taylor’s usual tone and genre, but I think it fits the mood for the Hunger Games perfectly. The song is just as somber as the story and almost gives off a sense of hopeless comfort. I really hope they use this song for one of the cave scenes between Katniss & Peeta.
Just close your eyes, the sun is going down You’ll be alright No one can hurt you now Come morning light, you and I’ll be safe and sound